<click>**new xanga**  <click>

:+: I think it's really over :+:

((Let This Go--112))

girl i dont understand...stand the reason why...why you act this way. what did I do? tell me what the problem is. I dont wanna see...wanna see you leave... wanna let you go. i just wanna find a way to work it out. we've been through so much .
good and bad times, girl I did you wrong. you forgave me. then we tried to start over... & I apologized, tried to make it right. so many times, now i think its time to
Let This Go.

& even though I love you, when you've been with me for so long.& we thought that we could make it work... but we were wrong. & neither one of us wanna be the first to say goodbye. baby I think its time to Let This Go.

Girl its hard for me to tell you that its over. I hate feeling this way but I know you know things just havent been the same. we always said that we we would tell the truth no matter what it is... I cant continue to pretend our heart is still in it.I need for you to see the reality... that we hit a dead end. theres nowhere to go unless were gonna be just friends. i love you so much, never thought that I would ever have to say that I think it is time to Let This Go.

& even though i love you, when you've been with me for so long. & we thought we could make it work...but we were wrong. & neither one of us wanna be the first to say goodbye. baby i think its time to Let This Go.

Oh girl, what happened to the love? what happened to the girl... the girl I fell in love with?I never thought, i'd be the one to say goodbye... sick and tired of the arguing & I dont wanna do it again...

& even though i love you, when you've been with me for so long. & we thought we could make it work...but we were wrong. & neither one of us wanna be the first to say goodbye. baby i think its time to Let This Go.

-maybe lyssa & ry won't be the next bonnie & clyde-

leave some comments...they make me feel better...it's been such a bad day...

:+: karlyssa :+:

...probably won't update for a while...

:+:Heaven's Grocery Store:+:

-I was walkin down life's highway a long time ago...one day I saw a sign that read Heaven's Grocery Store. As I got a lil closer, the door opened wide. I saw a host of angels, they were standin everywhere, one handed me a basket & said :+: My friend, come shop with me. :+: Everything a christian needed was in that grocery store & all you couldn't carry, you would come back the next day for.

-1st, I got some patience, & love was in the same aisle, further down was understanding; you need that everywhere you go. I got a box or 2 of wisdom and a bag or 2 of faith; I just couldn't miss the holy ghost, for it was all over the place. I stopped to get some strength and courage, to help me run this race. By then my basket was gettin full, but I remembered that I needed some grace. I didn't forget salvation, for salvation was free, so I tried to get enough for you & me. Then I started up to the counter to pay the bill. I thought I had everything to do my Master's will. But as I went up the aisle I saw prayer & I just had to put that in. I knew when I stepped outside I would run right into sin. Peace and joy were plentiful, they were on the last shelf. Song and praises were hangin so near...I just helped myself. Then I said to the angel :+: How much do I owe? :+: He just smiled and said :+: Just take them wherever you go :+: Again, I smiled at him & said :+: Really, how much do I owe? :+: He smiled again & said, :+: Jesus paid your bill in full a long time ago! :+:

<< I thought that was kinda sorta nice...it was hangin on my re-fridg-it-daire(( spelt wrong on purpose )) so I just thought I'd share it with yuns. lol.>>

-ms.karlyssa-

comments make karlyssa giggle

people always do crazy things when they're in love

-well ryan is comin in sunday. so i'm really excited about that. i know he got me that beyonce perfume that i really wanted.umm....that new eminem cd that i practically begged him for. i dunno if he's gettin me anything else....well i've still got his hat from last year that i didn't get to give to him. i'm gettin him the reasonable doubt cd by jay-z, the love jones dvd, ((i know this gift may seem a lil conceited, but i'm gettin him it anyway)) a blown up picture of me! woot woot. lol. and somethin else too. the only reason i'm gettin him so much stuff is bcuz he's turnin eighteen in january. woot woot! the big one-eight. lol. 18. gah..i met him when he was 14. wow....life goes by kinda sorta fast.

-well i went to the Arby's last night. i got to see jay lauderback. & that's always nice. he's a pretty cool kid. other than that...no one else's name really needs to be said...no one else that important was there. but jay told me i was beautiful. thanks jay. you're beautiful too. in a manly way of course. lol. you're the greatest. great guy friend. love you. mwah!

-kids...i guess that's it for today. o yeah...i'm supposed to be seein my daddy after he gets outta the hospital from seein my stepmom. hope she's ok. her diabetes is actin up again. that's what daddy said. pray for her. but the upside..i'm gettin my cell. woot woot!

-ms.karlyssa-

comments make ms.karlyssa kinda sorta happy

how come my xanga won't let me put hearts on it? whenever i do they look like this....¢¾...why do they look like that....someone help me figure this out.

* don't f**ckin worry about it *

i hate it when people tell me who i should and who i shouldn't be with. it pisses me off. don't f'in worry about it. gah...

people are always tellin me that i shouldn't be with ryan & that he's bad 4 me. that i deserve more. i do. he does too though. we know that. we know that we may not always be together. we know. so don't f'in worry about it.

((and if you are, don't i.m. me & lie to me tellin me that we kissed over the summer...which is somethin that didn't even happen. then get mad at me bcuz i said that i didn't kiss you...be surrious))

well that's enough...had someone not i.m.ed me & not set me off yall wouldn't be readin this right now. but of course someone did. & the only reason i'm not sayin your name is bcuz i don't feel like answerin questions like "why would you kiss him anyway? i mean...look at you...look at him." and "but isn't he ryan's cuzin?" people are stupid.

bye losers

-ms.karlyssa-

<<comments make karlyssa happy>>